New Curtains for Macbeth
a full-length
play in
one act
by
Larry Weinstein
Copyright © 2000
25 Sherman Street
by Lawrence A. Weinstein
Cambridge, MA 02138
(781)
891-2918 (w)
(617) 661-1256 (h)
lweinstein@bentley.edu
THE SET
A simple version of the banquet hall
in Macbeth. A long table surrounded by chairs at
odd angles. Props and one section of a red curtain strewn about.
THE ONLY CHARACTER: MACK FINER
An actor in his forties.
RUNNING TIME
Approximately 90 minutes.
(MACK rushes in from a wing, buttoning his
sports jacket and looking
behind him. He practically bumps into a chair that is leaned forward
against the banquet table. He puts the chair upright and slides it into
place loudly enough to attract the attention of the audience. When he
has satisfied himself that nothing further is amiss at the tableand
then turns to face the audiencehe is visibly surprised to see that the
audience already belongs to him.)
MACK
Greetings, ladies and gentlemen! What
a grab bag of emotions I feel(laughing as if
bewildered) roiling for a soul right now.
(He shakes his head, sobers up.)
I woke up this morning to the same,
dark and bloody news that scrambled your eggs
today. Dear Frank Deeds, who had played so many loving uncles and grandpas in the
movieswho, of course, was to
perform the role of Duncan, King of
Scotland, in Macbeth for all of you this eveningdear Frank Deeds, as you
all know by now, endured a hideous death last night, being repeatedly stabbed in his bed
with the pointed end of an old-fashioned beer can opener.
How explain it? How explain? Such a
very goodvery very good(as to say, You could say this, you could say
that)good, very good(now more
decisively) good good good (incongruously
looking to the audience for help in getting through this sentence) good, good good good good good(briefly pausing, at a loss for a better word with
which to end) man! (pause) Ill have
more, even more to say about Frank Deeds in just a few moments, as soon as I
have
calmed myself down a bit
. You cant imagine what a squeamish midnight
brew of good and bad, these past four and twenty
hours.
It wasyes, it was but now, only
just this time last night, when Frank, playing Duncan, was receiving messages about his
valiant generals, Banquo and Macbeth. He was, you might say, crowning a long, lucrative
career on the screen by undertaking a distinguished walk across the boards. And the
audiences loved him. Its for him they come, our stage manager would say
to me, backstage. Then, to wake this morning
.
(He pauses and shakes his head. He briefly
checks the wing from
which he entered.)
I should tell you, too, that I, in my
case, have
well, something in addition to Frank Deeds demise in mind here.
I am here tonight
. My name, by the way, is Finer, Mack FinerI
forget my manners under stress at times! I am here this evening doubly troubled. (a declaration) As Franks understudy,
Id assumed that, in the case of laryngitis or untimely death, I would, as
twere, inherit the crown.
Oh the context might be sad, very
sad, but what does any actor live for, if not his
sweet chance to triumph under lights? (pause) If
things had gone off as they should todayas they should, I mean, in an emergency in
generalthere would be no question of it.
(shaking his head and wagging his index
finger) Ahhh, but
no. The call I got at 8 a.m. today went like this
(imitating,
brusquely) Hello. Maack?
Ive heard.
Hey. Tough break, what?
Ts, horrible!
Mack, Ive had calls from
Peter, James, and Jan.
(expectantly) Yes?
(very
slowly) They all want the show closed down.
In a blink of Satans eye, I
knew all that had gone wrong: this plays fabled curse was on their minds
nowgreater nonsense than a stadium of
bearded women could concoct! (pause)
(improvising)
If a man
waiting for his train
lets rip with one loud blast of gas there on
the crowded platform, he, my friend, has got himself alone to blame: he should not have
overeaten; he should not have eased his reins on that part of his body most in need of
good public relations. If, however, any actor, stagehand, member of the audience produced
the very same gross noise during a performance of the Scottish play (too
dangerous to name!), the percussive perpetrator would be seen as innocent, the ill-bred Fates most helpless
instrument.
And so, on hearing of the murder,
each of twenty members of the cast became convinced that he would be the next to
fartor croakin consequence of this plays potent spell, if it were not
closed down immediately. Thats how tight a grip the unseen has on Post-Enlightened
Man!
At any rate, I got off that phone
this morning and my Deirdre, my good wife, inquired as to where things stood. As I took my
seat for breakfast, I replied, So fair and foul a day
. (stopping short) She said I could skip the
weather and I laughedbut she didnt laugh with me. (pause) Luckily for me, Deirdres my agent
now. She had seen how gently I put up with being passed overover and over, by the
years oblivious to me! She had seen! That, in fact, is why, at last, she got me to undo my ties to my old agent and to let
her do the dubious honors of promoting my careerfrom a cell phone, during coffee
breaks and lunch breaks at Macys, where she sells cosmetics.
Deirdre has believed for years that
all I need to be discovered is a role of medium
renown. My gifts would make it shine till people wondered why it was that I was not the star! I was to play Duncan, she had
said, when I auditioned for the part. I was to play Duncanat all costs.
Therefore, Deirdre, that fierce lover, (imitating with his own jacket lapels) grabbed hold
of me this morning and said, This break,
Mack, you have got to push at, after all that
you and I have done to get herenot let close, but
well
hack at
whack at
bust wide open for a change!
All right, all right, I
said, How? There is no performance!
Brilliantly, she then called my
attention (indicating audience) to you!
And what, she said, of the ticket-holders, who naively think a show, by
its very nature, must go on? Theyll turn out tonight, prime for entertainment. I
say: You, Mack, entertain them! (pause,
happily) And so here I amafter fighting, going up and down against my doubtful
self and her and theater management the whole day long, without an hour to rehearse
.
(laughing) My break, indeed!
What then to look forward to this
evening? First, as befits the sad occasion, a tribute to Frank Deeds, using photos
provided by the Deeds family.
(A screen comes down upstage.)
After that, with your indulgence,
Ill enact a modest fraction of
Macbeth for you: three or four key scenes to let you say to friends that you
had seen the great play after all, and not been disappointed either. By that time, the
several heavy curtain-shakers Deirde specially invited earlier todayto
get a look at meshould all have come and found their seats here.
(MACK has positioned himself alongside a
slide projector.)
Frank. Deeds.
(On the screen we see what is obviously a
promotional, overly bright
outdoor shot of DEEDS in overalls on a farm. He is an elderly man
who exudes kindliness. Then, we see images of a boy of sixty or
seventy years agofirst as infant, then as toddler and five-year-old.)
(dryly)
From this, we may, perhaps, adduce
that Frank was once a child.
(out
of the blue, reciting)
A child is an egg, I say:
DNA
denoting possibilities
from here to there.
That parent pair
whose egg is their
apparent heir
proceeds to
cook it to their questionable
taste
in shallow pan
or
teeming pot,
a mothers love
or (so what?) not
the snot!
Accordingly,
that egg comes out
scrambled,
ready from Day One for doubt,
or...hard-boiled,
with a general shout,
or
sunnyside side up and out.
(Silence.)
We owe a lot to our precursors. (pause) They
pre-cursed us.
Frank Deeds mother, I should
guess, meant to cook a good egg, and she did.
(Images of DEEDS in diverse movie roles.)
What, in retrospect, seems notable
about Frank Deeds is how little envy I and other actors felt toward him, despite his great
success.
Alien, mean spirits might attribute
this rare, ungrudging attitude toward
Frankhis fellow thespians
unrehearsed warm fondness toward himto the fact that he was not a party to their
contest really, not an actor in the real sense, but always just himself, purely pure Frank
Deeds.
In a word, there
is
well
mystery theresomething for his eulogizers to go on about in
church, tomorrow afternoon.
Lets just say: Frank Deeds was
sweet; that
milky good human being, and what is moreor less, much much less,
depending on your understandinghe was that same personality on one side of a curtain
as the other. (pause) We whom Frank has left behind him in this blue, duplicitous passage
between worlds will, I daresay, miss him more than we can possibly foresee.
(End of slide show,)
Here goes my Frank Deeds story for
tonight. It requires an unpleasant introduction, however. (pause) Those of us actors without Franks
great blind luck in lifehis photogenicity, his white-hot agent, his
unthinking way of staying on the Fates
good sideall the rest of us scramble for morsels well beneath the notice of
sun-drenched heads like his. I was finally reduced to stints in this towns
too-goo-gooey Artist in the Classroom project. I got paid for casting
civilizations pearlsnot before swine, but to their piglets, for Chrissake!
Eighth-graders! Ninth-graders! Not
unintelligent kidsyou could take one look at them and tell: theyd been
cheated, born just to be put out of the house; their
gifts trashed, sight unseen, well before
they climbed into a school bus the first time.
By now, that mattered nothing, buddy.
Now, they all were certifiably unsalvageable. Hell in spades. Hell from bell to harried
passing bell.
(suddenly
recalling himself) But to Frank Deeds. (pause)
Franksimply would not countenance my antagonistic references to those same students. He objected even
to my use of the term thugs. He said to me one day two months ago, when (indicating set) this was in rehearsal still, (standing behind the chair at the head of the table and
rocking it backward and forward as if FRANK were in it) Mack, I would like to meet those lively youngsters you call thugs and
whores!
Well, I granted Frank his foolish
wish, invited him to be my guest at school one day; dont ask me why.
(MACK now takes chairs from the long table
and arranges them into
three or four short, unruly rows
before him.)
No sooner had the invitation issued
from my lipsand Frank had taken out his daily calendar, triumphant, to record the
detailsthan I wanted it all back down my throat, unspoken. Wasnt it
enoughdailyto face those kids long death-march and sniping, and to try
daily not to let them stray too far outside
their line of march, so as not to forfeit my pay? Was I really going to make another grown
adult privy to that fitful, dark, demeaning
spectacle involving me?
To make it all the worse, on the day
appointed, Frank was late. I remember thinking, as students straggled in, (abruptly backing off to his right and to his left, as
if students were bumping into him on their way to their seats) Just today, you
pissers, try please, cant you, to contain yourselves. Fifty lousy minutesdo I
ask too much of you?
I had to improvise to fill the time
till Frank came.
Id been lecturing
themdutifully in vainon Elizabethan blank verse. Now I recalled that at the
back of their edition of Macbeth Id seen an essay entitled Blank
Verse and the Actor. I instructed them to read the essay to themselves and use it to
come up with questions for Frank.
(stopping alongside one of the chairs
he has been setting up) One of them folded his arms on his
desk just in time to catch his head there and start a good nap. I awoke him
(MACK lifts the chair at least two feet off
the ground and lets it fall
noisily back to the floor.)
(a
concession, not an apology)
rudely. (pause)
Frank might walk into the room at any time, for godsake.
(visualizing)
One of them swaggered a long route from the back of the room to the frontostensibly
to drop a wadded piece of paper into the wastebasket by my desk, but really just to make a
broad seductive face or two at one of the cute girls in front. (uptight) Please get back into your seat
immediately, Mr. Johnson. He went back all right, but in his own sweet
timeyes, and when he made it back at last,
pivoted into his seat, landing with a plop and
simultaneously bursting into parody of me.
(Here, MACK imitates his imitator, pointing
to one imaginary
classmate after another and motioning
each one back into his seat.)
He reaped all the fleeting glory that
that scrubby class of inner city scum kidsgroundlings born of groundlingshad
to throw at his big feet.
(sharply)
You, Mr. Johnson, can please take your leave.
He stood up and said, There is
nothing I would rather takejackass. And he left the room in silence.
(pause)
Thats what Frank would not have comprehended, had I let him see it: the
brutality, the
day-in-day-out sound and fury. And the worst was, it meant
nothingnot to them. We in that class lived
beyond the city fathers warm precincts
of meaning. That cold room, with its clanking radiators, may as well have been a stormy,
blasted heath
it was so damn desolate at such moments.
I resented, hated Frank Deeds then. Had I somehow been
impressed into his service, done chores of
blood for him, to clear his way?
(MACK now looks around him in his
classroomjerkily,
disdainfully, as if only to be sure that his students havent over-
heard himwhen his moving gaze
is suddenly arrested.)
Two white girls sitting in the
rooms far corner had brought popsicles to class! They had pulled them out and
started (imitating) passionately kissing them
and licking them
and managing to turn the heads of boys who made that corner of the
room their home too.
Christ, they were practically breeding there, my two
popsicle-time sluts.
And in no time, they had got the boys
nearby exactly where they wanted: slouching, mumbling and laughing nervously. I remember
thinking, fleetingly, This is how it works, and fancying I saw two hundred
generations ranged before me, near to farundistinguished infant after
infantmaking their unbroken, squalid way into this world by means of these two
ignorant girls, themselves two filthy infants only days ago.
(reenacting)
Where have you two been?
How
often have I warned you two about your being
late to class?
Open up your books to page
2-30. Read that section
silently.
One reached down lazily by her feet
for a book, (swallowing hard, an arousing memory) licking
and sucking all the while. The other stared at me, then said, I predict a
persons future for them. Ill do yours
(licking) for you.
No, dont. Just
read.
You
will be a famous actor
one day.
I said, Just read.
Put that goddamn melting object of your lust away, and re..e..e..ad, beginning page
2-30.
Later, I told Deirdre this exchange,
laughing. She did not laugh with me; she took it
to heart. She said even unscrubbed girls could
look at me and tell what I was meant for.
(back
on track) No, and that was not quite all of that girls prophesying either. She
went on to say, Somebody today will promise to help make you a big star. Soon, Mr. Finer. He is going
to sacrifice himself to make it happen for
you.
On that notethat fey note, as if it was at that girls
wordthe classroom door squealed open. There stood game Frank Deeds, his hand still
on the knob.
(Only now does a connection register across
MACKs face.)
Well, I had him enterwhich he
did, as he removed his fashionable golfing hat and sunglass lensesthen I introduced
him. He then said to the assembled, restive throng, I am honored to be with you here today. Thank you for inviting
me.
and went right on about a minor accident which had the freeway backed up
several miles, his excuse.
I turned to the kiddos for the
questions I had asked them to prepare for Frank(walking
up and down the rows, changing to the voice that he would use with students to extract
responses from them) about the difficulties of enacting Elizabethan blank verse drama?
(pause; a condescending singsong) No
takers.
Then, the boy behind Tanika
Washingtonsmall for his age, hiding, as it
were, behind Tanikamumbled something to the boy across from him, who laughed.
(reenacting)
Please speak up, Martin. What question would you like to ask our famous guest today?
(chagrined)
I would ask him what he has for breakfast.
Laughter.
I pursued the matter, though. (through his teeth) And, I said,
if he said eggs?
(MACK, as MARTIN, looks at his peers, not at MACK himself or
FRANK, bewildered.)
(winging
it) I would ask him how he likes his
eggs.
More laughter.
Then Tanika, who forever had to have
her cut of any laughter in the room, said, You not careful, home boy, that white
movie star will make his breakfast yyyyyou!
More laughter yet. (his big point, this) Frank
laughed
tooand
such a sad, kind, deep laugh, too, the classroom fairly brimmed with his goodwill, as if
it had not just been echoing my despair.
Someone asked Frank, avidly,
Was that you in Out, Brief Candle?
Yes, said Frank,
that was me there in that film. Howd you like how I teamed up with that young
cabbie to save his girlfriend? He was off and running. He regaled them with gossip
and his memories, and they, in turn, sat rapt withal. They loved him, I suppose.
And thenquite suddenly, twenty
minutes into his brief reign at schoolFrank Deeds turned to me and told
the kids, Unlike me, you know, your own teacher is a fine actor. He should tell us what it is that he does when he acts.
Whichcued loud Tanika to screw
up her face and to say, Whats that,
Mister Finer? Yoohoooo
act??!
Act? said Frank.
Mister Finer is quite possibly the most
gifted member of our cast.
He informed em all that I was
playing Angus in Macbethbut omitted to inform them that the great amount
of time that asshole of an earl spends in standing on the greatest poets stage but
saying nothing gives new meaning to the term blank
verse. Oh, a splendid part! he called it. In addition, Mister
Finer is my understudy.
Finally, my high-placed
champion, Frank Deeds, announced: Mister Finer simply hasnt had
his break yet. (slowly) I would give
most anything in my possession to promote Mack Finers stage career.
And at that I heard the sound
Uuuuh!
(Covering his mouth, MACK here produces a
high-pitched audible
gasp, which can be associated either with surprise or with a rapid
effort to suppress laughter.)
(at
a clip, visualizing)
and shot my glance at once in the direction of the corner
of the two young sluts, whose prophecy Frank Deeds hadwith those wordsnow
half-fulfilled, but
(stopping in his tracks)
but, but no
they had disappeared
knowing I would be distracted by my visitor, I should imagine. (turning to another spot and visualizing) That high
gasp had been emitted by another girl, who thought Franks praise of me too much to
be believed, after all the jokes that she and those delinquent ignoramuses, her friends,
had made at my expense. She was gleefully now caucusing
with them about Franks ludicrous huge pledge to me.
(MACK once again extricates himself from a
tangenthere, to put
a glowing finish on his story.)
Frank himself, however, had not heard
the sound she made. He and all the other kiddos parted company in excellent high spirits! (pause) That was the power of Frank Deeds
presence. (reaching) Like a
life preserver.
Like a
large
warm
take-home pizza
with mushrooms.
(Silence.)
(swallowing, bringing one hand to his
throat, smacking his lips) There. Will that suffice for tribute
to Frank Deeds? What a fine man weve
lost. I need water; thats what I think I need now.
(MACK sees and heads toward a pitcher of
water, then pours
himself a glass. He steals another look into the wing from which he
enteredbut then observes that members of his audience have taken
note of his doing so.)
Just before I came onstage this
evening, I was visited by a detective. Police. (pause)
Somebody had told him I was overheard to shout at Frank last night backstage, not two
hours prior to his death at violent hands. (pause)
And the doorman at Franks building had provided him with the description of a man like me.
What can I say? That was me who shouted at Frank. That was me the doorman saw.
There can be no doubt that when that
witless cop detective learns that I was Frank Deeds understudy
.
And of all absurditiesto resort
to murder! (holding up the glass of water before
him) Into what sad fantasy would a failing actor need to have submerged himself?
(Silence as MACK drinks.)
Still, the shouting happened. I have not denied that.
Oh, but the regrets when someone
dies. I suppose I could have shown more gratitude to Frank when he was still a breathing
one of us, for elevating me in those young
students eyes. I would certainly have done so, too, if he had only let the subject
drop.
Every time I saw Frank after that, it
was, How are those live-wire kids of yours, Mack?as if he were in fact a king of all the realm, a Duncan, wanting
his dispatches from the front. You, Mack, underrate yourself, he would say to
me. Those kids
love you; I could tell.
That alone, being stupid, irked me,
but it seemed
well-meant at least. But the comments multiplied.
I was, I thought, beginning to
discern behind them a campaign at
worksomething about my needing to accept the fate handed me: that sop, that endless
filling up of blackboards with white marks.
I had not yet heard enough to say for
sure, though, and then, last night, after final curtain, Charlie Ross came round
backstage with Malcolm Deeds, Franks
womanizing son, the celebrity, star of last years most inane new sitcom, Toil
and Trouble. An announcement needed to be made. (standing on a chair) Your attention,
all, says Charlie, Your attention please. It befalls tme ttell you
that our good new friend, Frank Deeds, must leave the cast in ten days time to crank
out yet anotha fffilm! Off to one far side, Frank himselfa towel around his
neckfended off the others Ohs and Oh nos.
Fortunately, though,
Charlie now goes on, fortunately, friends, we are not left wanting for a Duncan,
however. (to audience, ecstatic) Who could
he have meant but meeeeeeeeeeee? (a sudden change of
tone) Listen. (here again as Charlie) Malcolm Deeds
will take his fathers
place onstage! (pause) Hubbub and
applause. (pause, stepping down from the chair) I
stopped listening.
Frank and I were last ones out of the
dressing room last night. I asked him, I said, Frank, are you a fool, or just a
common liar? On your visit to my class, you told the thugs and whores that you would do
most anything to further my career on the
stage! All that poor embarrassed Frank could muster for an answer to me was,
I would.
As I entered my apartment half an
hour later, the phone was ringing. Deirdre shouted, Would you get that, Mack? (pause) It was Frank. He was saying, Listen,
I feel terrible about the way that you have been passed over, Mack. Why dont you
come up to my place with your wife and have a nightcap with me? Okay, sport? I would like
somehow to make my peace with you.
(pause,
distracted) Deirdre only said, We shall see
what he can do for you, Mack. (shaking his
distraction off) And his deathwhich I heard reported on the radio this morning
while I shavedinitially struck me, if you
must know, as nothing more than Franks remorseful keeping of his word, as if, at
last, in dying he had found a way to make all up to me, by giving me some time to reign here. (pause) I am, after all, what Frank Deeds never
was: an actor.
(A cellular phone is heard ringing in MACKs pocket. He tries briefly
to ignore it, then slaps at it, but
it does not stop.)
Hell! Now this! How brainless on my
part, not to have emptied my pockets before play time
. (bouncing the phone in the palm of his hand as he
thinks; then, with ingenuity) Well
then behold
an actor.
(MACK holds the phone like a microphone and
speaks into the
mouthpiece.)
(imitating the voice of a corporate
voice-mail system)
Hello. (coming up with one clever crack at a time)
You have reached
Limbo
merely a division
of Hell. Are we ever (one word at a time,
unctiously) Glad. You. Called. (pause)
Please do not hang up: souls will be damned in the order in which they were received. (pause) If you know your partys
extensionor extenuating circumstancesyou may dial them at any time. If,
however
. (covering the mouthpiece with his
hand; to audience) Come on, come on, someone, help me: I need lines for my charade.
(MACK brings the receiver to his ear to determine if his caller is
still on the line.)
Oh, shit. (pause) Yes its me, of course it is. (pause) Deirdre
. Please, Deirdre, its
okay. (to audience; mouthing, not vocalizing) My
wife. (back to Deirdre) It was in my pocket. (brief pause) I know, I know, I forgot. You all
right, kid? (long pause) Sure!Hes a
big producer! (pause, then scanning the audience)
I dont know, hon. Whats he look like? (pause)
Any facial hair? (pause, then disappointed) Huh.
(pause) Well, what did he
? Of course I
know! Of course! You did great, a man like
. Yes of course, but did he say
will come or will try? (long
pause, then sotto voce) Stall? How stall?
I have half a dozen slides to show still, then Im onI act the scenes.
(A banded newspaper comes flying onto stage
from a wing. As
MACK listens to his wife, he now looksquizzically at firstfrom the
paper to the unseen person who hurled
it.)
(distractedly)
Yes yes yes, of course. (pause)
WellIll just have to do what I can. You
No no no no, youve done your part beautifully. You just
No no no, you
just rest now; wait for me to call you when its over. (pause, then chiding) Deirdre
Deirdre, I
dont ramble. I have not told these fine people one damn thing along those lines. (pause) That
thats right. (pause, then to pacify) Okay, okay, okay. (as if his mother had told him to repeat what she had
just now said to him) Stall, but do not ramble. Do you think youre
talking to a child? (pause, relenting; tenderly)
Same here, kiddo. (a puckered kiss) Gby.
(MACK hangs up.)
Stalling
on a stage! As if by cue, impromptu, I could make a two-word
topic flutter from my lips, to expostulate upon!
(a
loving lament) My. Wife.
(He sees that hes produced a two-word
topic. Can he get away with
it? He sizes up the crowd.)
(coyly)
What you need to understand about my wife is thatever since I met
hershes been working a cosmetics
counter one place or another.
(So far, so good.)
In fact, we met because of rouge and liner. (a nostalgic, quiet laugh; warming to his topic now) I
was at the start of my career, playing George
Gibbs in Our Town, a boy five years younger than I was, and the woman who had
volunteered to do the make-up at this local playhouse made a botch of me in dress
rehearsalcouldnt seem to give me innocence without turning my whole face into
a doughy mask. It was Deirdre who would do it rightand teach me how, myself, to do
itat her counter. (alternately reverie and
boast) As she applied her unnamed cremes and lotions to me with her lovely two warm
hands, looking at her handiwork (almost shyly here) and
meand unself-consciously moistening her lips with her tongueI
felt that
limpy actor whom I
keep way downstage,
in my pants
uhhh, stiffen to attention, let us say. I wasif not yet in
lovein lust, for certain. I remember saying to myself, This warm-handed
womanis the woman who will make me over.
(as
deep into reverie as he will get) She was fair, but deeply foul as
wellthoroughly degrading and perversea mans most
integrative dream.
(coming
out of it) I stayed seated there, at Deirdres counter, for an hour that first
daytill her supervisor, uninvited, finally walked over asking whether she could be
of some assistance to me.
(pause, needing to return to a more
dignified stratum of discourse) The actors and the cosmeticians of
this worldno matter on what continentare, in point of fact, all secretly
Americans. Every actor, every cosmetician is
a signatory to Jeffersons few words on independence. We believe a person has the
right to beand can bewhat that person wants to be, in this wide world. If he
sets his mind to it, has some gifts for it, learns
to look the part, act the partthat said partbe it ten
times greater than the part he started withis then his, by all rights, to seize and
call his own forever. Thats America! (pause, then offhandedly) Its
Macbethlegalized.
I feel lucky that my spouse is as
American as I, for whom the world is still a giant storehouse of commodities and hopes.
(At a loss for how to continue, MACK checks
his watch.)
I can tell you this much, friends:
this delay is not my Deirdres fault. She
cares far too much for me and my success to make mistakes today. She would not have given a producer poor
directions to the theater. She would not have
(a
likelier possibility, which troubles him) been too aggressive on the phone with him. (pause; himself again) Its not she who is to
blame if nobody discovers me this evening.
Agents and producers,
friendsthey, in their time, do more acting than yours truly ever did. They all say
tomorrow and tomorrow theyll come. Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow!
(suddenly singling out a man in the
audience; brightening) Sir! I dont remember you sitting there! Did you, uhhh, just walk in? (pause) Oh.
(Embarrassed, MACK tries to cover himself
with a joke.)
(indicating
a woman sitting next to the man; slyly; ostensibly to the man himself, really to the
audience) Funny, sir. I can recall that woman next
to you, but not you. (to the woman now) Madame, shall I take this
mans hushed word for it that hes been at your side since curtain time? Is he
the man that you walked in with? (pause) Okay.
Okay, good. Cause, yknow, I have
things to do up here; I cant keep an eye
on both of you all night!
(MACK gives the audience a wink, then turns and sees the banded
newspaper. He scans the audience again, thenreluctantlypicks the
paper up.)
(removing
the rubber band) Id almost forgotten. Fats, our good stage manager
(unfolding the paper and turning to the editorial page)
uhhh, told me I should read aloud to you the editorial in here todaywhich I myself
had not yet read. At the time, I simply thanked him and said I was worried things might
run too long, but he, as you can see, persists and, uhh
. (finding it) Ah! The headline reads, Lights,
CameraAction on Behalf of People in Need. (reading, skeptically) Few Hollywood icons
use their success to do anything beyond preening themselves and furthering their own
careers. One exception to the bankrupt norm was Frank Deeds. He cared about the farmers of
America who lose their farms. He cared about genocide in Africa, Yugoslavia
.
(MACK now breaks off his reading, dismayed,
as he glances further
down the text.)
Oh no no, please no. (skimming down the page) So
so wooden. What
pathetic, wooden creature wrote this? Like a puppet, words expected of him, nothing live
and true, no heartbeat. (as if to say, But
then , how could it be otherwise?) Wellits a wooden medium. Its dead, its thoughtless.
Meeting deadlines with its terse, dead lines.
(Silence. MACK resumes skimming.)
This is all
.all of it,
so
(pause) Ah, but waita reference
to Macbeth! Lets get to that!
(reading
again) How fitting that Frank Deeds last role should be the role of
Duncan, whom the Bard has portrayed as a saint.
Tragically, in this age as in
Duncans time, society has harbored in its midst the good mans murderer, the
individual depraved enoughor else deranged enoughto see no difference between
good and bad on earth. Hes the
monster in mans clothing. (pause) He is bloody old Macbeth, himself.
(pause)
What
! What ignorance! (catching himself)
That is
. By which I mean, this editorial
betrays a
well
deep misunderstanding of Macbeth.
Monster, indeed!
Look you! Look! (opening the paper wide) Your common man comes straight from his nightly
eight-hour shift of reading bedsheets in the darkto this, a set of sheets even
thinner. And they all keep him thin, thin as air, above the neckline. He is the creature
of sparse understanding. He craves nothing but the half-truths and lies that steady him as
he sets forth, afraid, into another day.
(imitating)
When he turns a page, he tells himself that he is parting curtains on a stage, and some new, unsuspected
truth will be laid barewhen all along he
knows full well that what he wants isnt the real story, but the curtains! The
curtains themselves! A barrier between him and
the chill cold world as it coldly is!
(more
quietly) Macbeth, my friends, did not read the
newspaper. (tearing newspaper sheets) He
disposed of all the thin, pulp souls about him like this. Its no wonder,
I suppose, they called him monster in the end. They all live on what theyre
fedthat inky gruel, fearfulness.
(MACK takes the shredded newspaper sheets and throws them into
the air above him, so that they rain
down on him.)
Friends: Gimme five more minutes to
produce producers in your midst. (returning to the
slide projector) Only five, I promise. I have only five more minutes worth of
slides to show you. Theyre of the production you had paid to see tonight.
(Slide: three witches, dressed predictably, leaning into the camera
from three sides, leering.)
(staring,
a reflective pause; then talking over the sound of the projectors motor) Mind
you, I have no intention of returning to that foolishness about monsters, butif
its monsters they wantIll give them monsters, a veritable coffee klatch
of monsters: the witches. Who, tell me, who, pray, is the monster? That man who arrives on
earth capable of any act there is?or those who misdirect his energies when he is so
susceptible on every side? They are monsters!
They!
(MACK gestures to the audience to listen to a
sound he can hear.)
A drum.
(Now MACK speaks in the voices of two or
three distinct witches.)
A drum! (bowing
low and broadly, the worshipful servant) Macbeth doth come!
(suddenly, face to the audience,
erupting in loud, wet, farting sounds; with his hands flaring from his cheeks, his fingers
spread) Pppssssssst!
Pppssssssst! Pppppssssssssssst!
(as
if fawning over a newborn) Hes so cute! Hes sooo cute! Diddle, diddle, diddle, and well
give him what he wantsas we teach him through his middle middle what to want! Hahahahahahahahaha, (without a break, eliding from the witchs voice
to his own sober voice, for laughs) weve all had (sober now) relatives like that, Im sure.
(MACK stares at the slide again.)
What a remarkable angle.
Thunder and lightning. Enter
three witches. Thats how Macbeth begins.
(still
staring) Its the wombs tight exit. A new, a blinding light there
and
sounds! Ten times louder as the infant leaves his bloody, warm, well-padded chamber for
the wide, cold air and turmoil. Just beyond those straits, who should already be
a-blaringyappayammering awaybut monstrous, powerful adults, who prattle
knowingly and ceaselessly, drawing an impenetrable curtain of gibberish between us and
that real world that is, whatever that may be.
(Presently, MACK returns his gaze to the
audience. Then, he turns
off the machine.)
I have a confession for you. (pause) Something I had thought I should
concealbut now what earthly difference
? (pause)
As a child, I believed my mother was a witch.
She uttered strange sayings to me constantly
(with a drunken slur) Your father was a
wasted piece of work. A distraught abandoner. May you, Mack, be the child he feared, who
outdoes him without tryinghe will choke on
all his curses of the two of us. Oh,
shed ply me with her spells for him as piously as any voodoo mahn [sic] might riddle
dolls with pinswhen, that is, she had me to herself to lay my collar straight before
she pushed me into an audition for a TV ad promoting eggs, for example. You are such
a little actor, she would say. Now please be as lively and as funny with the
man today as you can be when Uncle Hoyt comes visiting. You go kick your father in the teeth for me!
(pause)
The witch who nursed or bottle-fed you meanwhile filled your mind with all you know, even
to this day.
(He turns the slide projector on again.)
(eyes back to the slide; nodding
insistently) Call
them the weird sisters, yes. Weirds another way of spelling
wired. (pause) We believe a person
has a private destiny, a fate that patiently awaits
that persons future self.
(MACK attempts to change the slide, but the
screen goes blank
white light.)
(not
yet absorbing the situation; staring at the screen as if it held an image, preoccupied) Destiny
Destiny
(noticing) Uh-oh. Uhh-ohhhhhh.
(digging a hand into one of his pants
pockets, unself-consciously) Where is that damn
can opener?
(MACK now retrieves his old-fashioned beer
can opener from his
pocket, turns it over in his hand for a moment, as if to be sure it is
still in working order, and applies it to the slide projector, using
it to pry something loose.)
(working)
Destiny
destiny, as I was saying
is the lie of bearded women,
but we
(climbing onto the table to continue his work on the
projector) give our life away to her. We
do the things which
lying
destiny
lyingly requires of us
lie ourselves or
cheat or
kill. (pause, resting from his labors momentarily; to
himself, agitated) I auditioned for the
part. Look who got itgot itgot the
part without auditioning and now proceeds to
dish it out right past me to his son!
(He resumes his efforts to repair the slide
projector. He exerts
himself.)
What it comes down to is, the people
in this damn profession cant tell good from bad no more
cant tell goodfrom heinous! (pause)
You must act upon your own behalf, or no one
will.
(Needing another break from his efforts at
repair, MACK
suddenly relents, inadvertently letting the can openerand the
hand which holds itfall into the path of the projectors beam
of light, so that they appear in silhouette now on the screen.)
(MACK himself observes this effect. He then moves his hand to
different distances from the projector and tries holding the can opener
in differentmore and less threateningpositions.)
(distractedly
reciting) Is it then a dagger which I see before me, handle in my hand?
(suddenly
aware of his audience again; a low-life voice, in response) Nah, Macbeth; its a
crummy can opener.
(an
attempt at joking) Well, destiny wont keep, it seems. Even in a can, it seems
that it wont keep. Open it, that can, your destiny. (pause; then quietly, ironically) Is it a can of
worms?
(Defeated, MACK lets out a quiet,
long, lamenting sigh or squeal.
Immediately, there is knocking on a door at
the back of the
auditorium, then yanking of the door back and forth. After a moment,
the knocking and the yanking cease.)
(to
the audience) Shhhhh! Shhhhhhhhhhhh!
(MACKs cell phone rings again now.
Motionless, he lets it ring two
or three times, then pulls it out.)
(into
the phone, curtly) Hello? (pause; flatly)
I dont know; let me see.
(He scans the audience, then has one brief,
inaudible, ironic chuckle
at his own expense before continuing.)
(again
into phone) No one, nobody. (pause) No. (pause, ruefully) Mmm, not muchone or two
more slides. (pause) Dont you say that to
yourself, Deirdre. (pause, more alert now)
Deirdre
honey
listen to me, listen to me for a minute
. (pause) Yes, it looks that way. (pause, nodding) Come, yes, come, come to nothing. (one part desperation, one part decisiveness) That, however, does not mean it was a great mistake.
(pause, not hearing anything) Are you there,
Deirdre? (pause) Okay. Good. (resuming) We are only flesh, Deirdre. We
.(seeing a curtain; a reverie) theres
a
curtain, Deirdre
.Its as if there was a curtain hung from outer
space
and that curtain never parted. From ones first day here alive until
ones last, its as if there was a curtain that obstructs our view of future
days and all true consequences. (long pause)
No. Thats not the reason I was so surprised by
you last night. I was surprised
by your love for me
by your willingness to
undertakefor meas dangerous an action as there is. (pause) We know ourselves, I guess, by how much of
our dreaming we can say out loud before the other person squints or laughs. I have told
you everything, and all that Ive told you hasnt changed your
sober-lipped
or wide-eyed ways of listening to me, gazing on me, in the least
until youve
had me utterly believing in myself, you crazy. (pause)
What, are you crying now? Deirdre, please do not. Please, stop. Itunnerves me,
Deirdre. No one is to blame. You have been my rock. Listen to me: Bring forth
men-children only.Stop it, Deirdre. Stop your crying; (sharply)
stop it!
(long
pause) Have you stopped? (pause) Good. So,
uhhh, tell me
How have you spent your afternoon? (pause) At the kitchen sink
?! (a feeble laugh) Not all afternoon, I hope. (pause) Hey but listen
. Yeah? Listen to me,
crazy: There is nothing on your hands! (pause) I didthat
whats-it-called, that abrasive soap. You were still in bed when I came back with it
this morning. (pause) Did you look in the
bathroom? (pause) On the shelf? (pause) Well, go and look there; Ill hold on.
(his hand over mouthpiece; to audience) Please
excuse this interruption, but my wife has been quite overwrought since last nights
murder of Frank Deeds. (confidentially) In her
sleep, in fact, she talked a garbled blue streak. At one point she startled me greatly;
she said, Who would have known the old man had so much blood in him? (back on the line with her) Yes? (pause) Good. (humoring) That should
remove
any marks
that you still have. (pause) Absolutely. That
soap is abrasive. Itd make short work of Cains
mark! (pause) Try it, youll see. (pause) Its in the Bible, silly. (pause) Good. Well talk later, okay? I need
to finish mybizarre diversion of this audience tonight. (long pause, then alarmed) I say nothings
over, babylet alone our lives together. (pause) Id be happy to give you a kiss; you
know that. Only, if I kissed you now, after all the craziness that youve been
saying, you might take it for agreement with youfor good-by, or some such meaning I
dont mean. (pause) No, not so much as a
telephonic peck on the ear, do you hear me? Well do our kissing in person:
youll just have to stick around for it.
(pause) No more crying, baby. No more crying
please. Go go gogo wash your hands for me. (a
warning) Im calling you back soon, Deirdre, to be sure that youre okay. Do
you understand? (pause) What
what are you
saying? That makes no sense. (pause) Deirdre,
good Frank Deedsas you now call that glorified nonentityhad no
more blood in him than you or I or any living member o the goddamn species. (pause; then subdued, resigned) About three pints,
I think. (pause) No, three pints. Even if it all had spilled on you, it would be gone by now, in
your obsessive personal Niagara at the sink. (pause)
Fine. He was, yes, I agree. (pause,nodding) Like your father. (pause, nodding) Yes, that too, that toobut that did not obtain for him a single ounce above
his biological three short pints!
Okay, okay
do eat, dont
eat, do just as you please. Ill be calling you to check on you, my love, okay? (pause) Okay.
(MACK hangs up. He broods in silence for a
moment.)
Why this fuss? Wasteis
Natures watchword!
She does nothing without paying
freely, genocidally for it, with livesa billion sperm to fertilize an egg, a bloody
slew of eggs for each that makes it through a birth on into middle age
but my dear wife has forsworn eating altogether on
account of her participating in just one
mans negligible death.
Yes, and through it all, the Creator
of it allof all confusion here, as wellis nowhere to be found on
earthand my dear wife believes that she is negligentunfeeling monster
She. My scaffolding
.(long pause, a bitter twist) What? Become my
scaffold?
(MACK is at loose ends. He sees a box, idly picks it up, shakes
itcausing the object within it to bounce about noisilythen
opens it and stares right into it.)
(presently,
infantilizing the audience) What do you suppose Im looking at?! (straight, cold) Bloody old Macbeths
encrusted headjust as it was cut from him
by brave Macduff, offstage, and then displayed: a proof! a monsters
head!
The thugs and whores had wanted me to
bring it into school to show them.
(Once again, MACK stares into the box.)
Call Macbeth a monster!
(MACK now turns from box to set and back
again, once or twice.)
Yes, and does our foremost guide, the
estimable Bard of Avon, then bear no responsibility for all this useless, truthless
monstering? (pause) No, he shares
the blame. Even he, Shakespeare, he himself was a panderer. He knew well enough that what is monstrous is not
us but the Creation, e
e
verythingbut
he aimed to make a final scene to please his royal patron, good King James, the Bible man.
He virtually
(Banging, louder nowthen louder still, as if a single person had
been joined by others at the door. It goes on and on.)
(calling
loudly) Sto-o-op it, frauds! (much more sharply,
shouting now) I said stop it! Theres a goddamn play in progress!
(The banging stops, as if in response to
MACK.)
(MACK remains on guard a very long moment. Then, as he starts
to relax, his cellular phone starts ringing again. It rings at least
three times before MACK answers it.)
(into
phone, warily) Hello? (pause, more relaxed)
Yes, Deirdre? (pause) Me? Why no. Its
only been two minutes. (pause) Ah. Hold on. (with hand over mouthpiece; to audience, deadpan)
She was afraid I had already called. She cant hear the phone ring when the
waters running. (pause in which to let the
audience absorb this revelation; then back into the phone again) Yes, Deirdre.
Nobut the cops have come. Do you think they perhaps have some big partlarger than
mere life perhaps, a dull eternityin their minds for me now? (pause) No, right outside the theater door. I
believe I spooked the whole detachment of em with my fine, crazed shouting.
Probably, their sergeant has decided not to rush me: I just might be armed. Better let the
well-heeled paying public head for home first, hey?
Gun? Are you asking me if I said
gun, Deirdre; I said armed.
(MACK shakes his head, exasperated.)
(sternly)
I dont get the words youre saying to me, Deirdreplease collect
yourself! (pause; then more calmly and kindly, as
if answering the question, What have I become?) Youve become a
bleeder and a blubberer who used to be an intact lover, like the moon. What I
What I
want you to do now
(He recoils from a sudden noise on the phone.)
Whew, Deirdre, what was that, like a blast? (presently) Hello. (pause) Hello? (pause) Deirdre? (pause) Deirdre, honey?
(MACK begins to gasp uncontrollably. He
covers his mouth with the
back of his hand, backing away from the audience.)
What?! She what?! (pause) You
dont
know that. Say the phone malfunctioned
(more subdued) with a
loud noise.
(MACK puts the phone to his ear one last
time, then pulls it away,
heaving, calming down.Silence.)
What, against all this, would I amount to
by myself?
(There is tentative banging at the door now, as if in response to
MACKS prolonged silence. MACK unthinkingly grabs a stapler
from the table and brandishes it like a weapon.)
Hold
off, goons! Im still on the premises!
Beware of me! Beware!
(The banging stops. Presently, MACK notices two things: first, the
stapler in his hand; then, the newspaper sheets strewn about him. A
plan forms in his mind.)
If its monsters they want,
Ill give them monsters worth their contemplating.
(In silence, MACK constructs diverse rough,
man-like figures out of
newspaper. He surrounds himself with these.)
(continuing to work; to audience,
vibrato) Oh, I know
that you cant stay the whole night through with me. (pause) For some here, a theatrical performance
isnt anything of note. Its the lure to catch and go to bed with someone. (pause, with a laugh) Its a popsicle! (pause) And for some herewho have made that
shameless use of the great plays alreadynow, in consequence, there are babysitters
to get home to. (longer pause) No
one
ever
seems to
learn things
in
a theater.
Where, tell me, should the play
Macbeth have ended? Ill tell you: The play Macbeth should properly
have ended on its last great note of poetrythe Tomorrow and tomorrow
speech, as hackneyed as it iswith its last
word, Nothing.
Unfortunately, though, that speech was Macbeths. With a real king in his audience,
Willthat ever shaky shaker of a
spearcould not possibly have put his final say into the mouth of any killer of a king.
(Silenceas MACK continues working.)
(idly)
Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow
Cree
(stopping short, then saying the word fully, to reflect
on it) Creepsthats the only word that no longer
suits
.We, in our time, need
well,
something having no mind: a machine.
Beeps!like a cell phone or a
computer. (pause) Tomorrow and tomorrow and to
(imitative of machines, each sound cut off abruptly) bee
bee
bee
bee
(in his normal voice again) beeps in this petty
pace from day to day, (a horrid thought to him)
on to thee
last
bee
bee
bee
bee
syllable of recorded
bee
bee
time: (pause; lifting an arm straight above him,
then letting it fall like the long hand of a clock, slowly, as he intones) beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
(Silence.)
A version of Macbeth
which ended there, its most fitting note for endingMacbeths own words, his silencecould not possibly have turned
him into monster. (pause) A play
which
ended there. (pause, a pronouncement) Such is
the power of the playwright in saying when to let the curtain fall.
Would not such a play have sounded
each of us to his/her rotten, outgrown core?
.
(Silence.)
I shall not be long at this.
Only
every act and thing shows me its dark side now.
Even nature doestrees. (referring to newspaper sheets) These, you know,
are trees dark products. (making a discovery, laughing) I know what they are: Birnam
Woods, a veritable forest of
mencollectively uprooted, acting upon orders to uproot the wicked too
on behalf
of pale power-brokers they themselves will never meet.
Certainly, theyre blind as any forest. They are that same forest of a
million upright, thin, stick soldiers which has ever mustered to dispose of inconvenient, seeing men.
I
may be the bloody chief of monstersbut,
then, look at them! What have I to fear at their hands? Are they my superiors? They stay in columns. They wear infinitely doubtful marching orders on their frail sleeves.
(seizing a sheet of newspaper in both
hands) Listen! (rustling it loudly, raising his voice to be heard)
This is what their mommas taught them! All the
childs wild shrieksall the politicians grandstandingall of it
comes cracklinga senseless airborne racket, shaken loose!
They
are born of gibberish. (more quietly) They are born of woman, just as I
was.
They,
in sum, cant touch me.
(With his foot, MACK now crushes one of the
newspaper men he
has created. He then unself-consciously begins to hum When the
Saints Go Marching In.Pa-pom-pa-POM
pa-pom-pa-POM, pa-
pom-pa-POM-POM-POM-POM-POM
.)
(stopping
short) Hahahahaha, nooono saints here! This is feigned goodness. These are phonies!
(improvising
as he sings)
Oh when the
feigned
Go marchin in,
Oh when the feigned
Go marchin in,
I want to be there
And be
(crushing underfoot another man of paper)
number (the comparative of
numb)
When the feigned go marchin in.
Oh when the sun
Refuse to shine,
(speaking)
refuse to shine!just like in a theater: dark and empty as the interstellar
void,
(singing
again) Oh when the sun
Refuse to shine,
(speaking)
Its curtain time; now see for once!
(singing)
We shall have to
re-think summer
When the sun refuse to shine.
(He kicks the last remaining man
well out toward the edge of the
stage.)
(singing)
And when the moon,
It turns to blood,
(speaking to the audience, with
hostility)
These
are the actual lyrics!
(singing)
Oh when the moon,
It turns to blood,
(speaking)
Whose blood? Frank Deeds or Duncans? (shaking
his
head)
The Creationswhich is all a blood of secrets.
(singing)
Its too late to
send out plumbers,
When the moon
It steams with blood.
(MACK now takes the newspaper sheet still in
his handwhich hes
used for sound effectsand lets it drift into the middle of the other
stage debris, where it lands. He then turns, notes the chair at the head
of the table, slowly makes his way toward it, and sits in it. Silence.)
What a heaving evening we have had. Has
it been tragedy or goddamn comedy? (pause,
challenging) Well? (pause) Well? (pause) I am sure that I cant help you there.
(presently, shooing the audience away) Go go
go back home. What have I
been telling you? (pause) Do you suppose that
if you stay on to the end here, someonethe producerwill appear and give you
back your money? (shaking his head)
You
have gotten all that anyone can hope to get from theater: you have had a man as
knowing as yourselves (hand to his own chest) be
sacrificed
as an incompetent! (long pause; then
dismissively, at rapid speed) Youve been spared for now, so
(one
word or phrase at a time, as if saying, Read my lips)
Go
back
home
now.
Lock a
wooden door
behind
you.
(more normally, but still derisively)
Draw those indispensable
Fine
curtains
That you may be counted virtuous
By neighbors
When, (too light a touch, a taunting)
tomorrow and tomorrow
(quietly,
sincerely) Or tomorrow
You
expire.
Draw the curtains, friends.
Get yourselves a bit of shut-eye.
Hold to the illusions it requires in
the morning, every morning, to eat eggs in peace.
(a reprise of his singing, but as if
continuing to give instructions to the audience)
And when the moon,
It turns to blood
(progressively slowing his tempo to a
standstill)
Oh when the
moon,
It
..turns
.to
.
(Silence.)
You look surprised. (pause) Why? (pause) That I
SSSsssSSSing?
(The actor should at this point be poised
between defiance and
compassion.)
(Silence for a beat, then the house
goes dark.)
Back to The Items on This Web Site |